I feel so much hatred towards you. I can’t ever let it all out. I feel like you’ll never know what it’s like to feel what I felt. I don’t want to get even or whatever I just want you to understand. But you never will bc I can’t even put into words how much it actually hurt when you left. You left 4 different times until I called the shots. And even though it’s months later I still dont forgive you for what you put me through. I’m just angry.